birthday ep

by sarah cowell

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01:33
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00:49
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released August 26, 2016

written and performed by sarah cowell. guitars, production, and mix by david f bello.

thank you to everyone who suggested i write these songs

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Track Name: i am not
the job of the skin is to hug your insides
to keep them quiet, hidden in plain sight
but if you saw the muscle in my chest
id have nothing left, nothing left

if i learn to love myself i will need nothing else
a year changes everything except how i felt

im afraid of who i am and what im capable of
every night i dream of fucking my whole life up
and if im too mean and cut you with my tongue
ill apologize, but will it be enough?

i will be ok one day, but right now i am not

if i learn to love myself i will need nothing else
a year changes everything except how i felt
Track Name: i am worthy
i am pure
like water
but i am angry,
i am unsure

i am cold
but i melt
i am thunder,
but i can't feel

if someone learns to love you someday
you are blessed or they are lying
it winds down to pounds of meat (i don't need anything but me)
between my teeth i scream (i can't make anyone happy)

i am worthy
Track Name: back pain
i can barely walk or breathe and im tired
the bruised are just proof that i tried

let me rest here
when im asleep i don't feel a thing
and im trying to kill
what's burning inside of me

i curl up, im not alright,
it's a box cutter, it's a knife fight
Track Name: dogs, eggs, and being ghosted
he bit me but he didn't meant to
i miss him, the way i missed you
i loved him but when he left
they said it was for the best

i still have the scar under my right eye
from before you said goodbye

i can't eat, the eggs are getting cold
i let myself heal like i was told
a ghost is worse than a dog bite
a mark is just the sign of a fight

i still have the scar under my right eye
from before you said goodbye